GREEN SPIRITS ABBY

21.07.2008 - 11.01.2014

 

Today has been the hardest day in my life ...

My heart burns as I slowly start to realise that I have lost my soulmate... Abby has crossed the Rainbow Bridge and is now reunited with Lucy, Felia and Caecila and I am left behind with a pain which is killing me, with the knowlege that I will never again hear her call for me, that she will never again talk to me, that I will never be able to look into her eyes right through into her soul....

People say this pain will get better, that it´s going to be easier, but let me tell you - this is the biggest lie ever! It will never ever get BETTER. It will never ever get EASIER - you just learn to live with it, learn to live with the pain which burns like fire - with the pain full of love for the friends who have left us to early...

R.I.P. Abby I will never ever forget you and I am so thankfull that have decided to live with us and the time with you was just amazing.... to short... but amazing. Take my love with you and share it with my beloved and dearly missed friends, I know that we will all be together one day and untill then I will keep you in my heart xxx

This is Abby, just 5 days old together with her Mum Asis and her siblings Ashley and Atreju    

Asis with her 2 week old Baby and Abby with her few hour old baby <3 <3 <3 So much looooove ....

 

 

Abby is getting ready to birth her secound litter and the proud Daddy stayd with her all the time

Ceacilia has also helped Abby through the whelping <3 <3 <3   

Proud Daddy and his son Elias <3  

 Daddy, Elias and Abby - Elias is cuddled up with me while I try to write this ....  

The white cat is Elay - he is full brother to Elias and son to Abby. Abby is the cat at 12 o´clock. Then you see Ceasilia, she is halfsister to Abby and aunty to Elay and Elias. And the cat who is taking in the most space - that typically him - is Elias <3 <3 <3

              

Abby I so dearly miss you and I am scared about goingto bed as I know you will not come with me. I know you will not wake me up in the middle of the night just to say "HALLY MUMMY". I know you will not be there in the morning nor the next day... I would do everything to get you back my dear girl and even if it were only for a second so that I could say "THANK YOU ABBY, thank you for such a great time with you, for all the love and happiness you have brought to me"